yea basically i am crushed...my heart is broken into a million fragments and i jus wanna give up... the reason in short is guys...one in particular who i fancy and stupidly sent a rose to only to discover he fancies ma mate...


decided i want hugs so anyone with hugs feel free to hug me...anyone at all...please?!

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Heeelllllllllloooooooooooooo everybody,

ok although last week had a few hiccups, particuarly friday i have decided that this weekend has overall been very good

on saturday went to go see watford play liverpool and even though we lost the atmosphere was electric although not literally cos otherwise i woudl in fact be dead hehehe and u would all be devastated...rite?...anybody? and leanen DONT INSULT THE WONDER THAT IS FOOTIE!! IT ROCKS MY SOCKS

I am also very happy for another couple of reasons but i wont state them here hehehe and poppy is till want my plUtonic rose and i maywell be sendin one myself to somebody ooh the drama hehehe

luv pixie
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Life is just so akward isnt it? Why is nothing going right atm...i no i sound like such a whinger but try living my life atm and you wud see... watchin someone u love dearly (as a friend ) and u no who u are bein crushed by an utter asshole is just crushing and im so sorry... i am also confused as to how i feel bout certain people atm...i have such beautiful dreams ^^ and im gutted when i find out...they are jus dreams unfortunatey moving on is somewhat difficult...gr

for my bestest friend poppy i dedicate tis beautiful quote (not created by me tho the person that created this deserves a knighthood...it keeps me smiling )

“Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”
And yes poppy thiss quote is sooo you ^^ you are the apple at the top of the tree and i love you (PLUtonically of course )

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luv all you other guys 2...thanks for being the light at the end of my tunnel

The title says it all...^^ in less than 24 hours school ends and xmas begins...although i still have presents to get eep :S lol

Wanan say thanks for all my pressies btw ^^ love them especially Claires i'll let her explain what she got me lol

6 DAYS TILL XMAS!!!!!

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ok...gonna try some optimism...perhaps all i need to do is be patient and maybe the right guy will come along...tbh all i really want is someone i can cuddle up to and fall asleep in their arms occasionally...a nice bar of choccie every so often woudnt go a miss either

tum-ti-tum so yeah...gonna be patient and try some optimism...

if all this fails however may have to either:

a)join a convent

b) become a spinster

c) become a depressed drunky


any other sugegstions welcome

luvin u all ^^

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